do you ever feel like you are just running, aimlessly in all directions? when you finally slow down to think, to try to clear your mind, you see that you aren't running from anything, anyone. and you aren't running to anything, anyone. or for anything, anyone. you're just running, constantly going. really, what is the point of it? you can't just stop, though, can't turn away. we are all running through life, chasing something, but what? if you haven't nailed down that cliched vision of our 'dream,' you're inherently fucked. like hamsters on their wheels, we keep spinning our own wheels, chugging along, stuck in the same, mundane day-to-day tasks. going through the motions. how mundane. when you feel like you are just hanging on, head just above water, barely surviving, do you see that this just wont cut it? is there a way to really thrive in this game called life? there really aren't any winners in this game - only losers. no one gets out alive.
my facebook horoscope (yes, i am quoting facebook. i am sorry.) recently said, and i quote..."Cancer: Things in your life have been really tedious lately. Not for long. Something exciting in the next few days will really shake things up." here's to hoping. the pomegranate that i eat while writing this is about the most excitement ive had in the last couple days. oh, wait, i got hit on by an elderly indian man today, at work. i really thought that i would be safe from creepy men at my job. i thought that, perhaps, they would have some respect. apparently i was wrong. i do not need to be fraternizing with creepy old men. no, i will not be the next monica. (she was an intern, right?)
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